15 March 2026

"Hungering for Clarity" (sermon)

Two Rivers Pastoral Charge
Sunday March 15, 2026 – 4th Sunday in Lent
Scripture Reading:  John 9:1-41


I’m wearing my contact lenses this morning, but without them or without my glasses, I am extremely nearsighted.  I’ve worn glasses since I was 5 years old, and I can’t remember a time when I’ve been able to see clearly without contact lenses or glasses.  Last winter, shortly after Christmas, I noticed that even with my glasses, things were starting to get blurry, especially in my left eye.  Trees were looking like shapes rather than being able to see the details of their branches.  Road signs were harder to read until I got up close to them.

And when I saw my eye doctor last March, she confirmed that yes, indeed, my vision had worsened from my previous appointment, and she calculated a new prescription for me.  I wasn’t getting new frames for my glasses, so a couple of weeks later, I went back and they took my glasses away from me for a bit while they put the new lenses in them.  For a little bit, I couldn’t see anything – I sat there in the waiting room, seeing the shapes of people and hearing their voices, but not knowing who it was. You could have sat down right next to me, but unless you told me who you were, I wouldn’t have known that it was you.

And then she brought my glasses back to me.  All of a sudden, I could see clearly.  I could see the other people in the waiting room.  I could read signs in the window of the stores across the street.  And once I got out of uptown, I could see the branches on the trees again.  The world had come back in to focus.

You may have had a similar experience, if you wear glasses, or if you’ve ever had cataract surgery.  You put the lenses in front of your eyes, or the surgeon replaces the cloudy lens in your eye with a clear one, and all of a sudden the world comes in to focus.  We see the world through the lenses that we look through.

I wonder about the man who was born blind in today’s bible story.  He had never seen anything in his life, and all of a sudden he does.  I know how exciting it is to get new lenses in my glasses and to be able to see the way that I have in the past – I can’t imagine how it must have felt to obtain a new sense that you had never experienced before.  I wonder how he felt in that moment?  Was he excited?  Disappointed? Overwhelmed? Grateful?  It is a relatively long story, but I wish that John had given us just a few more details!

I do want to take a little detour to say that this is a challenging story when you look at it from a disability theology perspective.  Jesus affirms that this man’s blindness was not a result of sin – either his own or his parents’ or his grandparents’ or any of his ancestors.  Which is good.  Blindness and other disabilities are not a punishment.  But Jesus also says something that I find more difficult to accept – that this man was born blind so that God’s works might be revealed in him.  I struggle to accept a God who throws challenges in front of people just so that God might work a miracle or two.  This is a very sadistic image of God.  And what about people who are blind or who have other disabilities who have prayed for a miracle but haven’t received one?  Like I said, I have issues with what Jesus is saying here.

I reconcile Jesus’s words within myself by taking a broader interpretation – that God can reveal God’s power and glory through everyone, whether with a disability or able-bodied, whether queer or straight, cis- or trans-, whether male, female, or non-binary.  No state of our being can be a barrier to God working Their glory through us.

But that is a tangent.  Back to our main story at hand, and someone who has never seen before being given sight.

This is a very down-to-earth sort of miracle that Jesus does.  He literally spits in the dirt, makes a mudpack that he places on the man’s eyes, and tells him to go away and wash in a specific pool. And when the man washes the dirt off his eyes, he can see.  Back in Genesis, we see the first human formed of dirt, and brought to life by the breath of God – here we have more dirt and the spit of God enacting a miracle of rebirth and new life.

In Lent this year, our theme is Hungering for God, and this week we are Hungering for Clarity.  We are hungering to see the world clearly, and to see where God is working, and to see where we are going.

This week, I had the opportunity to participate in a facilitated conversation with my colleagues in this Region about church and ministry in these times that we are living through right now.  6 years ago today was our first Sunday after the World Health Organization declared a global pandemic; and since then, it has felt like we, as a society, have had the rug pulled out from under our feet again and again and again, and it feels as though nothing will ever be familiar or stable again.

I know that you all know what the world has been going through, but when you put things into perspective, in the past 6 years, we have experienced:  a global life-threatening pandemic; revelations of systemic racism as we have seen threats to Black and Indigenous lives; who remembers the “truckers protest” of 3 years ago?; increasing hostility from the global superpower that is just over an hour away from here; inflation and trade wars; unaffordable housing for so many people and increasing homelessness; wars in Ukraine, Gaza, and now Iran; and overall a general mis-trust of authority and isolationism that has pervaded society.

This is a very destabilizing time to be living through.  What we knew in the past is likely gone.  Even if things were to change overnight – the end to all wars and a new government south of the border – even if all that changed overnight, we can’t go back to the way that things were a decade ago.

One thing that the facilitator of our conversation this week pointed out to us was that in turbulent and uncertain times, when our stability has been ruptured, one of the first casualties is our imagination.  We lose our ability to imagine, to dream of something that is both new and good.  We become stuck in the present, and we can only see the bad, and we convince ourselves that things will only get worse.

I began by talking about changing the lenses in my glasses, or with cataract surgery, how the surgeon can replace the lens in your eye.  Since we look through these lenses to see the world, the lens that we are looking through shapes what we see – things are cloudy or things are clear depending on the lens you are looking through.

What if we could take this image to a metaphorical level?  What might it be like to look at the world through the lens of Jesus?  What if we could look at the chaos of the world through, not rose-tinted lenses, but Jesus-tinted lenses?  What might we see?

I suspect that we would still see the chaos, but we might also see the pain that is behind so much of the chaos, and that we might look at the pain of the chaos with deep and compassionate love.  I suspect that we might also tune in to all of the love and kindness and goodness that is present in the world.  We might be able to focus on the people and places where hungry people are being fed, where reconciliation is happening, where people stand outside in a snowstorm to give away free pie that comes with a message of God’s rainbow-coloured love.

If looking at the world through Jesus-tinted lenses lets us look at the world today with deep love, I also wonder if looking at the future through Jesus-tinted lenses might also restore our ability to imagine and to dream.  For God doesn’t desire suffering or pain or hatred or fear.  God desires a world of love and peace and joy.  When we look at the future through the lens of Jesus, we have to imagine a future that is moving in that direction – a future where neighbour loves neighbour, a future where everyone has enough food to eat and safe shelter, a future where war and violence are things of the past.

And then once we can imagine this future, well, what’s to stop us from taking small steps towards this future?

We hunger for clarity, and while looking at the world through the lens of Jesus won’t tell us what is going to happen tomorrow, it will give us clarity on the world today, and clarity on the what-might-bes of tomorrow.  And I don’t know about you, but this is how I want to see the world.

 

“A Sliver of Clarity”
by Dennis Wilkinson on flickr
Used with Permission

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